Holy God this whole commitment to change is hard lol. 1 day and half the time i find myself says “you gotta change that you piece of shit”. I’m going to lose a lot of followers because of these posts but I figured if you’re following me you must be somewhat interested in my life. Btw, my goal is to play soccer for UCF next fall. It’s close to home, a good team and I’ll be doing what I love

I heard something today that actually really hurt me. It wasn’t like I was offended that my close friend told me this, it was something I actually really needed to hear. I asked him today if he thought I was good enough to make to a team and he replied “no, you’re not good enough because you don’t want it enough”. When I heard that, I died inside lol, so, the new motto is “You gotta want it!”. Yes, cliche, but how many times do you REALLY live by a cliche quote instead of just hearing it and forgetting about it in 2 days. “You gotta want it!”